Chapter Seven: The Bliss of Love

Is it true? That she has felt the same way about me as I about her this whole time??

How life loves to play tricks with us. It creates lust and desire to drive us mad and then hands us a beautiful present and prize for our effort.

It was the same with Ashley. I wanted to tell her how I feel so many times not knowing the feeling was mutual and when I finally got the courage it just felt so liberating and the result was more than satisfying.

We went outside and went to the beach. We talked there again for hours, about life, about love, about everything that popped on our minds at that time. It was so true, honest and blissful to sit there with that beautiful creature and just talk. To see her lips move and hear her soft voice telling me stories.

What did I do to deserve to be so happy?

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Chapter Six: Unexpected turnover

Her words hit me like a lightning. I stood there taken away, processing her sentence and trying to make sure I am not dreaming. All of a sudden I felt her warm lips on mine and a burning sensation burned through my body like an explosion.

Then it stopped. My eyes were still closed and I tried to capture this sensational moment and feeling forever. I opened my eyes after a few moments and she was still standing in front of me. She looked like she was shinning with a beautiful bright shine which was pouring out of her eyes, her hair, her face, out of her entire body.

What is that force which makes us in love? What is that force which is bonding two persons together? Where is it hiding inside of us? I wish I could answer that, but there is no answer at all. There is only one thing present and that is love!

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Chapter Five: The Reaction

...All of a sudden the door opened, and an elderly woman stood before me looking surprised. She spoke to me: "Yes, how can I help you young man?"
"I was wondering is Ashley home. I'm her friend."
Oh, yes, she is inside. Feel free to come in. She is probably in her room. Up the stairs and the second door on the right. I was just leaving. Good bye."
I said good bye as well and entered the house. It wasn't quite as I imagined, but at least we will be alone. I climbed the stairs and when I reached the second door on the right I knocked lightly. I heard someone walking and a moment afterwards Ashley opened the door.
First she was really surprised to see me, but then she smiled and greeted me. "I know I'm barging in out of the blue but I had to see you."
"What's up? Come on in."
I followed her inside and in that few seconds I thought I will burst like a popcorn. She sat on the bed, and showed me a chair near her bed so I sat. I started talking. "I was on a party but it was really boring so I decided to walk a little. I ended up here. At your house. But something made me come here. It's the fact that I like you Ashley. A lot. I can't stop thinking about you."

I wanted to continue but she interrupted me and said: "I love you too."

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Chapter Four: Covered by Fear

...I was watching and thinking. What would happen if I say something? Something that will change both our lives. Would she...? No! It could never happen. She's just to perfect.
I stood up. They haven't noticed me. I just walked out of the house and started walking on the beach. The sand was still warm, although the sun has hid under the surface. I often enjoyed these walks on the beach because they were so soothing. I always managed to think about my life and all the problems that I had, somehow could be solved.
But this... This troubled me the most. This problem seemed as it had no solution whatsoever.
Do you believe in love at first sight? I do. Because that is exactly what has happened to me. I fall in love with the most beautiful creature on Earth.
I already walked a mile or so I thought. Then it just hit me: Tell her...
I raised my head since I was looking in the sand beneath me while I was walking. I raised my head and the first thing I noticed was her house. I walked up to her porch and looked at her door-bell. One more step and all I need to do is to press that little golden door-bell and I could do it. Get it of my chest. I did that one step...

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Chapter Three: A quest

... Few weeks have passed since I saw her. She was troubling my mind and my soul every single day. I tried going back to her house but, somehow, I never had the courage to knock on her door and see her again. I was scared. I know not what of, but I couldn't help myself.

It was Friday. The day when me and a friend of mine were at his beach house with a couple of his acquaintance's. He was constantly flirting with them, mainly with the blond one whose name was Melinda. The other one, named Gigi, was smiling at me now and then, but I wasn't paying any attention to neither of them. I was looking at the waves which were bathing at the flickering light from the setting sun...

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Chapter Two: The first encounter

I stared in the distance for some time. Then someone sat next to me. I looked and saw the most beautiful creature I ever saw in my life. Her long, black hair was like a stream pushing down her shoulders. Her eyes were reflecting the shine of the moon. She smiled softly and I felt like the angels are smiling to me.
I starred at her like a dog looking at his owner who is holding a big bone. After few moments she said: "Hello. I'm Ashley. An you are...?"
At first it was as if I was paralyzed by her stunning voice. Then I came to my senses and I answered her muttering: "I...I'm.. My name is Angel...And you are...? Oh, sorry, you already said that."
She smiled and asked me: "What are you doing here all by yourself?"
"Me? I'm thinking. Relaxing and thinking. What brings you here to this solitary place?"
"I saw you from my room and wondered who is that lonesome guy under my house."
I turned around an saw a big house which was hers.
We kept talking and talking. It lasted several hours. Then something interrupted us. A pair of sun rays touched my face and I looked up to the horizon where the fire ball was stretching her hands of flame.
"I have to go now," she said.
She stood up and head towards her house. While I was trying to get up she was already gone...

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Chapter one: The beggining

I am Angel!
I search something that will fill my life. I search for something... someone.
I started my quest June 6th 2006. It was my birthday. I realized I need something in my life which will bring me back to life. Actually I need someone.
In my search I encountered many people. Good. Bad. Friends. Enemies. All sorts of people have gone through my life and all have left a trace on me.
From all that people one person has been with me in good and bad, she was there for me when I needed her the most and I will never forget her.

We met two days after my birthday on a party. The party was terrible and I went outside from the house.
The house was on the beach and calming sounds of the waves were soothing my already wild spirit. I walked for a long time. Under my feet was cool and soft sand which was quite pleasant. I stopped and sat down. It was really soothing to look at the almost calm sea and see the reflecting of the moon on the surface...

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